Friday, January 27, 2006

need to clear my head

Posting from work (bad me)...long day, long week...so I'm adapting M's earlier suggestion and put my iPod on random. Here are quotes from each of the first 5 songs with a little rumination:

1) It's time to trust my instincts; Close my eyes: and leap! (defying gravity, wicked soundtrack)
**Not sure I'll ever get that far...a little scary to me. I'm not quite sure why it's so scary, because the few times I have trusted my gut, it has worked out splendidly. I just have this huge fear of choosing the *wrong* thing--probably b/c I suck at admitting I'm unhappy with my choice. Though The Road Not Taken is my favorite poem, I stand at that juncture in the woods for a long long time, and see the good and bad in every choice, then panic.

2) First it was question, then it was a mission; How to be American, how to be a Christian (i had no right, dar williams)
**To an extent, something I've struggled with for 10 years. Particularly the last 5 or 6...my own life and comfort and ease up against my responsibility to the poor and oppressed. How do I continue to find a way to live and work in solidarity with those who have less than I do materially, yet teach me so much? I love this song so much though...I had the good fortune to hear Fr. Dan Berrigan speak earlier this year at HC. This song is a powerful testament to the man.

3) If you're not with us, we have to hate you; but that's ok because hatred makes us strong! (we are the true americans, christine lavin)
**I love this song, and this line. As hopeless as I can feel about the state of our country and our world these days, this song makes it all hilariously funny. And the really interesting part--the song is from like 1991-1992! It still applies.

4) Yesterday's girl, please look around you, you are right where you belong! (yesterday's girl, nerissa & katryna nields)
**This song has recently become an absolute favorite. For the first time in a long time, I feel like this line is so true for me. This is the right job, living situation, location for me at this point in my life. It feels so rich--to be surrounded by friends, able to go home for a weekend or even a day if I wanted, to have a job where I laugh on a daily basis and find the work interesting...I am a lucky girl, and the girl that I was for 3 years in LA has faded away, yet I know that she's a part of this too--she is what makes this all so much better.

5) She tries to coax us out; She cups her hands and shouts, "Oh but think of the stories you will tell!" (mercy house, the nields)
**I don't think I need to even comment on that one. It's simply perfect.

2 comments:

Melissa said...

These are great answers! And now it's my turn to have a dream about a WIUITG cult member ... last night I had a dream that I went to get gas at the local quick stop ... I was having trouble when you, K, appeared to help me ... in a nun's habit. I guess the whole Irish Catholic thing stuck with me (that's my background, too, so it was totally logical than an Irish Catholic friend would show up in a habit and help me get a gas pump to work ...) Oh my ...

kris said...

LOL! That's hilarious, M :) I've never been in a nun's habit, but as long as I'm a nice nun, like my 3rd grade teacher, then I guess it's OK.

J, so glad you got to see the girls last night. Sister Holler is going to be amazing, indeed. The new songs are a lot of fun.